Alright,, need to take deep
breath to remember and start open this stories…hhhhhh…fffiiiuuuhhh….
But it must,,yes it is a must,
open this old hurts, treat it until fully recovered. This is my promise to my self own.
When I was 20th years old, something that I scared about
that, faced the condition and the changes happened, my parents was divorced,
with complicated reasons, that I can’t tell here, which definitely makes my
heart shattered. I thought I don’t have any change to be happy anymore, I
thought my life is over, yes,,, everything is over.
But when I remembered my Mom, and
My three young sisters, I must get up and try to be strong for them, because I
am the oldest one, I must be strong…SEMANGAT KAKAAA…
It’s very difficult to adapt, in
every day of Eid Mubarak I felt so different, I need my family completely ,, ya
Allah ~ tear ~ New conditions always came to me from year to year. And once
more adaptation,,you need to be strong,,face it ~ hhhhhhhhhh ~ while asking why all this things happened to
me.
Until I got married, when I was
24th years old. My husband from the beginning until now always be
patient person, always receive my family, however our situations. I learn about
this life, from him, from his family, from others, to open my heart, expands my
heart to receive all destiny that has been outlined for me, to be a better
person.
Yes,,Yes,,Yes… I need to be a
better person, year to year, I always expand my heart, Because I know Allah SWT
know everything which is the best for us. And the time help to treat this hurts
little by little.
~ I can adapt new conditions, new
stories, and all the changes in my life… Alhamdulillah ya Allah…Just positive
thinking sahabattt J, Allah
always know the best for us ~
I love my family.. I miss our time together... ~ tear ~
